Silly Girl...

As I find myself more comfortable in my own skin, I notice my self-expression becomes at ease and self-doubt graciously leaves.

It’s more notable now because of a practice of Faith that I, as a Roman Catholic, took on through the tradition of Lenten fasting. This Lent I gave up alcohol and red meat - a choice primarily for its health benefits; secondarily for a test of my own self discipline. And so far, so good...if you minus the ham I had on Day 1 when I somehow forgot ham was red meat! But what I find more interesting is that as I have eliminated the opportunity to be drunk with alcohol, I have allowed myself the possibility of being drunk with laughter.

Friday evening I went with my homegirl and friends to a favorite NYC spot. And there I engaged in what would have been a great first date if it was planned as such. I met a gentleman that night – tall, dark and handsome – and our conversation was fun with lots of laughter and even some crying because what had just occurred was just THAT FUNNY! And as I sat in conversation sipping on my water, what was even funnier was that apparently I act drunk even without the alcohol.

The following evening I attended a dinner gala of a Fraternal Organization and enjoyed an evening of meeting gentlemen with a glass of water in hand. There was laughter, dancing and the occasional funny moment that was followed by “there must be something in the water”.

So in the end, this weekend my drunken spirit came alive. It is one of amusement, excitement and adventure. Secure in its expression and trusting in the path that will follow. And it loves to party and lives for always experiencing the “good times” in life.

My spirit is drunk with silliness, laughter and fun and any hangover simply means there is more enjoyment to come! Bring it!

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